The material in my art is the human being – that hairy, crazy creature who thinks they’re somehow special, but in reality, just runs around in a cage of instincts and complexes. Human nature is endless material, absurd and brilliant all at once. I engage with it consciously – constantly analyzing myself and observing others, like a scientist watching a dancing germ under a microscope.
I see people in layers – the body, self-expression, and then the layers underneath, the initially invisible part that actually dictates everything else, even the body.
Since I am a woman, my art is also woman-centered, through which I am constantly reinventing and redefining myself. Men, on the other hand, feel more distant and elusive, as if I can’t quite figure out who they are, yet they often reveal more of their feminine aspects.
The whole process flows on its own – I let it go in an unknown direction, although I stay conscious of it, with my good sense acting as a compass. Themes tend to repeat themselves, taking on new and more interesting forms, so it feels like I must continue dealing with them.
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Materjal minu kunstis on inimene - see karvane, hullumeelne olend, kes arvab, et ta on kuidagi eriline, aga tegelikult lihtsalt möllab ringi oma instinktide ja komplekside puuris. Inimloomus on lõputu materjal, absurdne ja geniaalne ühekorraga. Ma mängin sellega teadlikult – iseennast pidevalt analüüsides ja teisi piieldes nagu teadlane, kes vaatab mikroskoobi all tantsivat pisikut.
Ma näen inimesi kihtidena – keha, eneseväljendus ja siis kihid mis seal all on, see esmapilgul nähtamatu osa, mis tegelikult dikteerib kõik muu, isegi keha.
Kuna ma olen naine, siis on ka minu kunst naisekeskne, mille kaudu ma pidevalt iseennast leiutan ja uuesti defineerin. Mehed on kaugemad ja ebaleva loomuga, nagu täpselt ei saaks aru kellega tegu on, ilmutades samas rohkem oma naisaspekte.
Kogu protsess voolab iseenesest st. ma lasen sellel voolata teadmata suunas, kuigi olen sealjuures pidevalt teadvel ja sõit käib minu hea tunde järgi. Teemad korduvad, võttes uusi ja huvitavamaid kujusid, nii et tundub, et ikka pean selle kõigega tegelema.